appreciation – oh well

Why do most humans only learn the lesson of appreciation through losing? Coz most humans are stupid.

I’ve spoken to a lot of people and they believe that to make someone appreciate the things you have done, you have to take it away from them. So, if you love a person a lot (like really a lot), you have to pretend to love that person less so that he or she will know that in actual fact, you are loving that person a whole lot. Make sense?

*blank*

Not to me. Talk about humans being complicated.

Most humans believe they have all the time in the world to waste on doing crazy stuff like I-shall-not-show-you-how-I-feel-so-you-will-know-how-I-truly-feel. It’s sad that most humans only react to negativity and not when things are positive. When it is about betrayal, cheating, ugly competitions, you can count on most humans to fight back and make their stand. But what happens when it is about a true love, family love? Most humans take it for granted. Appreciation is not there when the good things are right in front of them. And then these humans have to complain when good things don’t happen.

*silent argh*

I don’t understand. I don’t think I will ever learn to understand. Then again, maybe I don’t have to understand. I just need to make sure I’m not like most humans. For now, I know I’m not. If I love someone, I will show that someone how much I love him. If I am thankful for certain things that happened, I will show gratitude to that person who has helped. I just don’t want to regret not doing enough or saying enough when I had my chance.

When your life is filled with what ifs, that’s when you know you could have done so much more to make it better.

*shrug*

Oh well.

*sigh*

Monday hasn’t been good. Next week will bound to be worse. And before the end of this CNY, I doubt there will be any changes. For now, I’m feeling like this…