I wasn’t having the best week of my life. I wasn’t pleased with the things that have happened. I wasn’t pleased with statements and comments that were thrown in my face. I wasn’t pleased with how I’ve reacted to certain situation. I wasn’t pleased with how when negative feelings are involved, things erupted in all the wrong direction.
I feel disappointed, lonely and most of all, I feel sad.
Being away alone for that one hour earlier today just thinking things through helped, in most ways. I am who I am, this crazy emo girl who still believes in a little thing call love. I cannot be at all times pleasing people around me. Sometimes, I just have to showcase how I feel. How I feel is what makes me real. I’m definitely not perfect, but I know I’m giving my all and doing my very best to make things better. And I know I’m not the only one doing so. I acknowledge that.
It has been a long while. But I’m still going to believe and have faith. I’m gonna be waiting for that hot air balloon song moment. I just hope it comes sooner.
As I’ve said before;
When u love someone, the amount of things u do for that person appears to be insufficient. You wish you can do more. And love isn’t finding the perfect person, it’s seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
p/s: I like this link. Thanks.
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